Bisexual Dilemma

Dyketastic!

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 20:36:19 GMT

I didn’t know Wanda Sykes was dyketastic! :P Okay here’s my thing tho… why isn’t it a choice? Isn’t being gay/straight/bi the most important choice? But notice I included straight there… see my whole thing is that we are all born with the potentiality to be attracted to either sex and it is through our experiences that our sexuality, sexual identity, and sexual attraction is shaped. So its all a choice. The only “essential” argument is that sexuality exists in general and the only alternative sexuality in that case would be people who consider themselves asexual. Soo yeah… chew on that.

* Vid nipped from Arlan at Your Daily Lesbian Moment

Visi-Bi-Lity -- in academic research

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 01:04:21 GMT

In response to an email I received through the university LGBTQ listserv (included at the end) I have sent the following email to the American Psychological Foundation. Perhaps I have worded it too viscerally, but I am fed up...
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To whom it may concern,

I received the following announcement regarding the social science grant from your office through the --- LGBTQ listserv and felt the need to respond. As a bisexual, social scientist, and former member of the APA I find it appalling that this endeavor is so narrowly limited to "homosexuality" to the extent that it only mentions bisexuality once and not at all as a keyword or possible focus. Furthermore, when bisexuality is mentioned it is done so in a manner that makes the assumption it is included within this umbrella term of "homosexuality", which I am sure you are aware it most certainly is not. Frankly, given the support the APA has given to recent bisexual research I am curious how you could possibly have made this offensive oversight and contributed to the erasure of bisexual identity in academic research.

Please either include bisexuality equally as a focus of this grant, or don't include it at all. The latter is preferable to propagating the stigma that bisexuality is not its own individual and legitimate sexual identity and orientation. Thank you for your time and consideration.

Sincerely,
Katherine -. ---------

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Update

Mon, 26 May 2008 18:08:48 GMT

Sorry I haven’t posted, but I’ve been a bit overwhelmed by all the changes happening in my life lately. I will probably post more when things begin to settle down.

One thing to note, Bi Chi hasn’t been going the way I had hoped it would and it looks like I need to reorient it. Basically the people who said they wanted to be involved… haven’t and I simply don’t have the time to do all the work for events people don’t show up for. I had hoped that other bisexuals in Chicago were feeling the same need to find a community where the felt they belong as I had/have been… but perhaps not. Or perhaps this just isn’t the vehicle for it… or perhaps I just marketed it poorly. Regardless, I haven’t the time or energy with everything in addition to my PhD program starting up to try again. So instead I’m going to focus on advocacy and the Visi-Bi-Lity portion of Bi Chi as that seems to be the only successful portion of it and one that I can manage by myself. I’ll still keep the name of course, and I hope that at some point in the future I’ll be able to actualize my original vision for Bi Chi.

Particpate in a Study on Bisexual Women's Health

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:04:15 GMT

Researcher Conducting Much Needed Study on Bisexual Women's Health

Chicago, IL

Concerned with the lack of attention given to bisexual women in the "LGBT" health literature Dr. Wendy Bostwick, Director of Community Engagement at the Adler School of Professional Psychology, is conducting a study specifically aimed at bisexual women. The goal is to explore bisexual women's health and their experiences of stigma and discrimination.

Bostwick, who has a PhD in Public Health from the University of Illinois at Chicago, started the Women's Health and Identity Study (WHIS) while she was a post-doctoral fellow at the University of Michigan. She notes that self-identified bisexual women still face unique stigma related to their identity, and must confront discrimination from both the straight community as well as from the gay and lesbian community.

"I think that constantly being told that you're 'confused' or that your identity isn't genuine can really take a toll on bisexual women. I'm interested in learning more about how such messages affect bisexual women, particularly their mental health. "

Bostwick notes that while the literature about sexual minority health has grown tremendously in the past three decades, besides HIV/AIDS-related literature, there is a disturbing lack of information about the health of bisexual women as a distinct group. This is even more concerning, she suggests, in light of evidence that more and more women are identifying as bisexual.

Participants should be women who are at least 25 years old, self-identify as bisexual, reside in the Chicago area and are English-language speakers. Women of color are especially encouraged to take part. Participation in the WHIS study includes answering a brief survey with questions about your health, including questions about health insurance, substance use and experiences of discrimination. In addition, some women will be randomly selected to participate in a more in-depth interview. Involvement in the WHIS will take between 20 to 90 minutes. All participants will be compensated with a $10 gift card to a major retail establishment.

For more information about WHIS and how to get involved, please contact the study at (312) 201-1851 or via email at Biwomenstudy@gmail.com.

Bisexual Contestant on Bravo!

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 18:55:12 GMT

In the event that you aren’t as addicted to Bravo TV reality programming as I am, I figured I would spread the bi-love! There’s a bisexual contestant on their new show “Step it Up and Dance!” and the other contestants are kinda treating him like crap despite the fact that he’s just as (un)talented as everyone else… this sentiment seems perfectly captured in this episode recap on AfterElton.com see excerpt below:

… Micheal didn’t have a whole lot to do this week, except give me happy pants. He did make one startling revelation when, in the process of helping to choreograph a dance number, let it slip that he was “bi” (at which point my pants became melancholy). He was also the victim of a gang back stabbing by the rest of the dancers in his elimination group. After the final dance, everyone was asked who they felt was the weakest of their group. They all answered “Michael”, but he didn’t let it faze him, and he survived to dance another week.

… why melancholy? I really don’t understand why being bi should be a turn-off. True, it shouldn’t be a turn-on either (a problem I think bi women run into in their interactions with hetero men) … but why should Micheal’s appeal be any lessened when he owns up to who he is? Additionally, he didn’t “let it slip” … rather, he was trying to be open about himself and bring that to the choreography. It irritated me that the two effeminately gay men in the group didn’t respect that at all and tried to invalidate it by personally attacking Micheal’s character. I mean true, so far he hasn’t shown much character comparatively… I mean he’s not dressed like he just stepped out of Purple Rain! However, he’s hardly the only one and its only the second episode. Give a guy a break!

PS: It was oh so hard not to title this “Step it up and Prance!” … soo very hard :P

Bi Recap For Those Not In The "Know"

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 18:03:13 GMT

Apparently I haven’t written anything here in a while, despite the fact that so much discussion has been going on about bisexuality in the media… and not just because Tila chose Bobby over Danny for her short-lived insta-relationship. In the end does it really matter who she chose, whether she was a “real bisexual” (whatever that is supposed to mean), or that the show was painfully cheesy. It got people talking about bisexuality; both good and bad. So anyways think of the following as a sort of CliffsNotes for the good little bisexual advocate…

To step away from the pop-bisexuality trend for a second: I’m sure you’ve all heard about the ENDA controversy already. Briefly stated, congress reissued a version of the Employment Non-Discrimination Act that did not include protection along the lines of gender identity. While the implications for transgendered or intersexed individuals in the work force are obvious, many have implicated that this bears interests for some bisexual individuals as well. Frankly, I don’t see how one can protect sexual orientation and not gender identity since the two seem so closely linked. Those individuals who are at risk of being discriminated against in the workplace are those who are more visibly “gay” or “lesbian”… Rather, those who ascribe to the tendency to invert gender roles. For more information please read this bulletin by the National Gay & Lesbian Task Force.

Speaking of the NGLTF, they have recently incurred criticism from bisexual advocates regarding the name change of their organization to exclude the “B and the T”. I heard about this through Bi Writers Association Blog, which contains a link to this article. Not surprisingly, this entire situation seems to mimic the sentiment in a recent blog I made on Bi Chi. I live in Chicago’s gayborhood so I am constantly seeing signs and advertisements for all things “gay & lesbian” … most times there is no mention whatsoever of bisexuality. I hardly ever even see the LGBTQ or GLBTQ acronyms. When I was at the Reeling (*ahem* gay & lesbian) Film Festival I kept having the urge to write in “bisexual” on all of the posters and pamphlets! I’m thinking of making and distributing a bunch of Visi-Bi-Lity stickers. Please let me know if you would like some! It may be petty advocacy, but it is achievable. The point is not to deface anything, far from it. Rather just to include those which they had left out… us. In a way it is improving their message and doing them a service! :)

In other news, once again people are bickering over national percentages and sexual/gender orientation. However, this time it isn’t from the heterosexual community about the famed 10%. A survey conducted for the Human Rights Council by Knowledge Networks has faced criticism regarding its methodology. The survey was intended to gauge the LGBTQ community’s attitude towards ENDA. You can read more about it in this Washington Blade article. This survey also faced criticism regarding its claim that participants were “representative” of the national population. Following close its’ heels came a political survey conducted by Hunter College of which 49% of the participants were bisexual. This number was met with a predictably biphobic response. Some have said that the poll is not accurate/representative of the LGBTQ community and that very few are really bisexual (however they define that). Also, some have called this poll is “unfair” or said that it was “rigged for PC purposes to inflate the number of bisexuals“… for more information on this I recommend reading the following two contradicting arguments:

Controversial poll shows wide prevalence of bisexuality: Some say findings inflated, others claim ‘bi-phobia is alive and well’
JOSHUA LYNSEN, Friday, December 21, 2007

GNW Pick: Bisexuality unexplored
CHRIS CRAIN, December 26, 2007

* read the comments on this one

The bottom line is that as long as we live in a society and political climate that maintains a general negative attitude towards those of alternative sexual orientations or gender identity we simply can’t obtain on any level, let alone a national one, an accurate percentage of individuals who identify as gay, lesbian, or bisexual. Even then it becomes increasingly difficult to definitively draw lines between those who identify as gay, lesbian, bisexual, bi-curious, used to be gay but is now bisexual, used to be bisexual but is now gay, used to be bisexual but is now straight, and all of the levels in between. How have we drifted such a long way from the concept of fluid sexuality? Why is there such a need to quantitatively define and delineate everyone? Percentages and statistics themselves are not all that reliable. They are a temporal measurement of a particular population at a particular point in time based on certain conditions that either were or were not met and often times information is collected in an environment that doesn’t accurately reflect reality. Even then many things that the interviewer says or does … or for that matter doesn’t say or doesn’t do can influence the data collected. Asking someone to fill out a survey prompts a response in a certain way… etc etc etc. At the end of the day how much does a percentage really matter? That said, what would we do without them?

Oh Tyra... It Ain't Easy Being Bi

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 05:12:49 GMT

To paraphrase this guy on Tyra, “being bi is an easy stepping stone to coming out and saying hey I’m gay” … this is his advice to a guy in the audience who was questioning his sexual orientation. The audience member was saying that he could see himself in a relationship and having children with either a man or a woman yet this gay man felt perfectly comfortable just jumping into the audience and telling him that he was really on his way to being gay. Just because that was his path, doesn’t mean it is everyones.

Let me just say this… there are very little things about being bi that one can consider “easy” … Also, no one should tell anyone else what their sexual orientation “really” is. There is no way for them to know that. Who is to say that this gay man offering shallow advice isn’t the one in denial? Who is to say that perhaps he chose to be homosexual because his mannerisms were more effeminate and he found a homosexual community more accepting of him as a gay man than any other option. Who is to say that perhaps that man didn’t have the balls to admit that he was bisexual and stick by it in the face of criticism and pressure.

My point is that I can’t say that about him any more than he can say what he did about the fella from the audience. It is an exercise in futility. Yet how many times since ‘coming out’ have I heard that story? Why is it that homosexuals are given so much more legitimacy. Is it because they are seen as truly coming out whereas little credence is given to my acknowledgment and acceptance of my sexual orientation?

But then again it is the Tyra show. Hardly the pinnacle of intellectual discourse on this or any other subject. One of the things I hate most about Tyra’s talk show is how often she leaves things unresolved or how often statements that should be corrected or clarified… aren’t. To me that is just irresponsible. To be fair she does try to present a diverse panel and examine issues from various different viewpoints. She just happens to come up short most of the time. The above statement would have been fine if she had herself, or allowed the visiting psychologist to refute/correct/clarify it. However, instead it was just left at that and the show concluded on a disappointingly weak note.

… now the real question is why the hell am I even watching Tyra to begin with???

PS: Its interesting to read other women’s impressions of the show in response to this post on OurChart.com.

Bisexual Visi-Bi-lity!

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 14:51:49 GMT

Whenever I ask someone why it is we aren't addressing bisexuality or bisexual issues the response is always because there aren't enough people to bother... its not as important. National studies of sexuality have such low rates of homosexual respondants, that as far as they are concerned the bisexual quotient may as well not even exist. But we do exist. I needn't tell you how methodologically flawed national studies are... particularly in this political climate. In addition to our being unable to conclusively define what bisexuality actually is... let alone how to identify individuals as bisexual. In the end what it comes down to is that there aren't enough people identifying themselves as bisexual, but bisexuality does and will always exist.

The idea behind these Visi-Bi-lity shirts is to show that we do in fact exist. That we cannot be overlooked so easily just because we can't be seen... just because we can't be counted... we are not invisible!* Wearing this shirt alone is making a powerful social statement. Just yesterday I wore mine to Millenium Park and the feeling of knowing that everyone I passed was thinking about the message on my cheap little t-shirt was exhilarating. I don't think most people actually think about bisexuality until it directly effects them, and often then its associated with something negative. So lets get them thinking about it as part of something positive! Lets show Chicago that bisexuals and bi-friendly people exist!

* For those of you that may not be familiar with the term bisexual invisibility: it typifies how once an individual is involved in monogamous relationship they are then assumed to be either heterosexual or homosexual, dependant upon their partner's gender... thus leaving biphobia unchallenged and reinforcing the visability and viability of the dominant binary system.

Bi Chi!

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 15:25:12 GMT

Okay, remember that post I made a while ago about not being able to find any social organizations in Chicago geared specifically towards Bisexuals to become involved with? Well I decided to stop whining about it and do something. So with the help of a bi-friendly friend of mine we are starting Bi Chi!

The mission of Bi Chi is to bring together a group of 20 to 30 something bi and bi-friendly Chicagoans for social activities and social action. We want to encourage members to network and meet others in the hopes of fostering friendship, building a sense of community amongst Chicago area bisexual and bi-friendly individuals, and encouraging informed advocacy.

So far we have only a few members and haven’t really had an organized event yet. There is a lot that needs to be done in terms of program development and marketing. We hope to eventually organize monthly group activities and events as well as provide a forum for discussion about bisexual issues. We also want to implement a book club that focuses on bisexual authors and themes.

Online Dating Redux

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 03:01:37 GMT

I’m sure you have all seen the ads for Chemistry.com urging you to “come as you are.” I find this incredibly interesting, and by interesting I mean blatantly hypocritical as Chemistry.com is a product of Match.com and are openly marketing themselves this way, the discrepancy with which you can see a few posts earlier. While they are positioning themselves in opposition to eHarmony as the more gay-friendly, open, accepting online dating service… they have done nothing to address the complaints of prospective bisexual members. I can’t list myself as openly bisexual and once again I can only choose to search for either men or women, not both. I do not feel comfortable with an organization that touts moralistic statements about love and commitment forcing me to fraudulently portray myself. I am not straight and I am not gay. I am proud of my bisexuality and don’t understand why this site won’t allow me to list my sexual orientation.

Also, what the hell is with some of these questions about “traditional values” and “moral correctness” and “respecting and preserving established traditions and customs”? I listed myself as female seeking female… why even bother asking that at this point? *finishes profile for kicks*

Explorer - 27%, Negotiator - 32%, Builder 16%, Director - 24% …. wow, how inconclusive. Naturally, they are only matching me with other Negotiator/Explorers… pity I tend to like people who are completely different from me.

Oh ho! and there is your obligatory “we’re a couple looking to add a third woman to our relationship NSA” post *sighs* I don’t know why I even get my hopes up for these things.

Happy Coming Out Day!

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 20:41:34 GMT

Okay, I’ve got coming out stories on LOGO running in the background while I work because there’s nothing better on and it is Coming Out Day after all. Anywho, so every time I turn around they keep saying “its not a choice… being gay/lesbian wasn’t a choice” … Why not? Isn’t it the most important choice? I know why they keep relying on that essentialist reasoning; so that no one can delegitimize their identity and mistakingly believe that its possible to make another choice or to change them. However, that doesn’t mean it wasn’t a choice to begin with. Personally, I believe that many factors in my life lead to my being bisexual and I chose to acknowledge, accept, and embrace it as part of my identity.

Also, I’m getting annoyed at how little you see bisexuality mentioned on this channel. Its always about gays/lesbians and I know I’m not going to see an episode about a bisexual coming out to their family. Doesn’t that seem wrong to anyone else? Instead of bitching about the over-sexualization of female bi-curiosity in mainstream media, lets focus a second on how gay/lesbian (supposedly LBGTQ) media ignores bisexuality entirely. That is, until they need a punchline.

*switches to America’s Most Smartest Model*
… I think that says quite a lot about my opinion of LOGO

Umm I don't really want a shot of that kthx

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 00:15:29 GMT

The show hasn't even started yet and already I'm pissed off at Tila Tequila! Okay so I have to give her props for saying, hey I'm bisexual and I just want love too... except that no one had any knowledge of her being bi before this and it sounds more like the JC Chasez kinda bisexuality than anything else. I hate to say that though because that would just be delegitimizing her bisexuality because she's making tons of money off of it. So instead I'll give her the benefit of the doubt and back up my team. However, that doesn't mean I can't be upset with her for how she's presenting it! I have the feeling this publicity is going to just continue to spread negative stereotypes. Case and point... her press release:

"My show is about finding true love, because for me....having over 2 million friends is cool but sometimes it makes it hard for me to find someone real, and someone whom I can trust and love.....but there is a catch.....the show will be about me finding love as a BISEXUAL!!!!! THAT IS CRAZY RIGHT? ... the only twist is that these guys and these girls have NO IDEA that I am bisexual and that they are competing against each others sexes!!! GUYS AGAINST GIRLS....WHO WILL I END UP HOOKING UP WITH????? WILL I BE STRAIGHT OR LESBIAN IN THE END?????"

... will she be straight or lesbian in the end? Well, I guess she's not intending to stay bisexual long after such a big coming out. I'm expecting a lot of this kind of thing throughout the show and the media's reporting of it *sigh* I hate this whole notion that once in a committed relationship you have to somehow lose a part of your sexual identity. Why can't she still be bisexual after she's chosen a 'winner' ... I mean seriously, its not like these manufactured relationships last long. Then what? When she's single again will she suddenly become bisexual again? As far as I'm concerned, one's identity is a deep rooted part of one's self that stays constant across situations. Otherwise its not an 'identity' ...

Okay, so here's the other thing. We know she's going to end up with a woman. How do we know this? Because the majority of her fans are men... I would assume given her spreads in Playboy and Maxim. Accordingly, her entire 'fame' is dependent upon her sexualization and their approval. What does a red-blooded, testosterone-prone American man love more than two women getting it on?

Bisexuality has been appearing more and more in mainstream media lately. I should be glad about this; however, I'm not seeing it portrayed accurately. Rather, its bi-curiosity that the media has become fascinated with. Always the characters fall into the same trap... the show boosts ratings with a same-sex kiss and then the character either becomes gay, straight, unfaithful, and/or a slut. I'll be the first to admit that there are certainly bisexuals out there who are just like that (my ex is all of that and a bag of chips), but thats largely due to the way we've been socialized! Its a negative cycle people. For every negative portrayal of a bisexual individual on TV we should also have a positive one... but I find myself lacking for any examples of positive bisexual role models. Perhaps thats why we bi's like Angelina so much. She never felt the need to explain her sexual identity or conform to other's expectations, she was just herself and didn't apologize for it.

PS: Am I the only person who finds Tila Tequila wholly unattractive?

Online Dating

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 21:10:09 GMT

I finally caved this past winter after months of prodding from my friends and decided to give the world of online dating a try. I know a few people who have been successful with it; however, they are both straight and gay. I didn't realize that my being bisexual would become an issue. I began by filling out a profile at match.com. Really, I couldn't have chosen a worse place to start. I did notice that they didn't give you an option to list yourself as bisexual. What I didn't realize was the controversy surrounding this issue. Apparently bisexual profiles were not permitted on their website. The justification given for this being that bisexuals hadn't yet made up their minds about who they are. More importantly, however, because match.com does not support non-monogamous relationships. After all, we all know that bisexuals are promiscuous polyamorous sluts and hetero- and homo-sexuals are pillars of monogamous virtue.

You can find one of the articles about the match.com controversy here : Rejected From The Personals
Also, if you're interested in comparing Match.com's stance on bisexuals then and now just read these two articles: Why Bi Guys Aren't For Me & Dating When You're Bi: How to explain your orientation to your mates. Gotta admit I don't like the byline on that one... or should I say bi-line!

Now I understand why match.com never responded to my complaint about not being able to list my sexual orientation. Now I understand why my first two profiles were rejected. They still won't allow you to identify yourself as bisexual, which is dishonest in my opinion. Match.com also does not provide sufficient search tools. For example, I can only be listed as a woman looking for a woman or a woman looking for a man. Whichever I choose, my profile will only show up for those search terms. Therefore if I list myself as a woman seeking a woman, no men will be able to match with my profile and vice versa. I raise this as an issue because there really aren't many women on this site in my vicinity... even fewer who are interested in dating a bi woman... and I may not as well have created a profile in the first place.

After being sufficiently disillusioned about even having the opportunity to online date, I began looking at more bi-friendly dating websites. This lead to further disillusionment. If you click on the link to that article up there you can see what I mean. Those "dating" sites that accept bisexuals are also... linked to alternative lifestyles lets say. Now, I am a very open-minded person and accepting of alternative lifestyles, but what I was looking for was some good old-fashioned dating. I wanted to be able to meet people I could go have a drink with and get to know and possibly develop a friendship with... and in the best case scenario hopefully a relationship. I wasn't looking to be tied up and dominated, or for poly couples to solicit me. If I had been, I would simply look for that. These are not "dating" websites. There are no websites where bisexuals can simply date or meet other bisexuals without it being sexualized and synonymous with such alternative lifestyles. True, I think that bisexuals are more open-minded and accepting, however, only providing services to them that are linked to homosexuality or alternative sexual identities just propagates either bisexual invisibility or negative stereotypes about bisexual promiscuity.

Where can a bisexual girl go to date? Right now my profile is up at OkCupid.com as it seems to be the best option. They allow me to identify myself as bisexual and their search functions really do allow for the greatest variety and least exclusivity. Now it seems that the only problem I consistently encounter are peoples' individual prejudices. I have received a surprising amount of messages from men on this site. Unfortunately, they seem to be under the mistaken impression that going out with me is like getting some two-for-one deal and often ask if I'd "bring a friend"... yeeaah not so much. As for women, I have only received two messages (both on match.com) and one was just not my type. The other, unfortunately just didn't work out. I tried sending messages to women that I thought were interesting or cute and never received responses. Why that is, I'm not sure. Perhaps they weren't attracted to me, perhaps they just don't use these websites anymore, or perhaps its because I'm open about being bi. I honestly don't know and have no way of knowing... but its no secret that lesbians don't want to date bisexual women. True, I would get more responses if I listed myself as "gay" or just "woman seeking woman"... but I'd rather not be disingenuous. More importantly, I'd rather just be true to myself and proud of my identity.

Bisexuality & Monogamy

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 17:51:55 GMT

For my final paper for the Sociology of Human Sexuality, I stupidly decided to take up the topic of bisexuality and monogamy. That is not to say that the topic is stupid, but rather believing I could tackle it in 12-15 pages for an unreceptive audience was stupid on my part. I had intended to paraphrase my paper here. However, it didn’t turn out anything like I had wanted. The literature that I had hoped to find… simply didn’t exist. Instead, I found myself spending more pages than necessary having to define what “bisexuality” and “monogamy” are… apparently no one knows. I can’t help but laugh at that. Everyone knows instinctively what they are and what they mean; even if those self-created definitions are false.

In the end, due to time and page constraints, I didn’t have the opportunity to address the reason that I had written the paper in the first place. So rather than spending a post on my paper, I’m just going to upload it here. I’m not entirely proud of it. I feel like I had to compromise my opinions, beliefs, and what I felt relevant to the topic in order to address what the prof wold be receptive to so that I could get the grade in this class that I needed in order to graduate. I think that in and of itself is saying quite a lot.

Click Here For My Paper On Bisexuality & Monogamy

Also, I didn’t realize how offended I would get reading through existing theories and research for this paper. It really was a painful process… and became difficult trying to examine the issue from as unbiased a perspective as I could.

Hahahaha I totally just realized that I never put a conclusion on my paper!